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Up to now I had the feeling that I had forgotten all my experiences of being close to Osho in the early days. But this night will be memorable for me--suddenly some door was flung open and all the past memories started rushing out. It was unwinding the reel of some film. I started visualizing many past events in the silences of my heart. It continued next day too. On the third day I had the strong urge to write down everything that come to me and so I started to write.
It is a very unique experience for me. While writing I feel as if I am reliving the whole experience again, as if it is happening now. To my surprise, I am writing it all in the present tense. But I can't help it!-- that is how it is coming up.