Meditation camp will soon be happening in Manali. Today morning, He asks me if I like the orange colour dress of Laxmi. I say, “Yes Osho, it looks good on her.” He says, “It will look good in the meditation camp, the participants wearing the same colour. You get one dress made like Laxmi’s.” He gives the same message to Karuna also. We both agree to it.
Since that message,
He has asked us three time if our orange dresses are ready.
And our answer is the same, “Not yet.” There is still quite a time
until the meditation camp. To my surprise
today, I go to see Him and find this
big pile of orange cloth sitting in one of the corners of His room. He
asks me to cut the piece of cloth for my dress.
I feel ashamed for not making my dress
in time and giving Him all this trouble. Maybe I was not serious
about it, but He looks serious. With the help
of a friend, I cut four meters
of cloth for me with shaky hands. Some unknown fear grips me and I am unable to look at Him. He calls me and I sit near His feet, with the bundle of cloth in my lap, looking at the floor.
He blesses me
by keeping His hand on my head and says, “Get this dress made exactly
in the same pattern as Laxmi’s. It will look good on you.” I look at
His mischievously smiling face and get more
confused, not understanding what He
is up to.