death has affected my psyche deeply and a sadness has settled inside me.
I am visiting the Woodlands regularly attending evening discourses. After
leaving my office, I come straight to the Woodlands by 6:00pm and wait
in the kitchen for Osho’s thali (in which He eats His dinner) to be brought
out of His room when He has finished. There is always some leftover food
in His thali and the cook, Maharaj, gives me two chapatis to eat. I have
stopped eating lunch these days and this is my only meal of the day. I
eat with much delight from Osho’s thali. In India leftover food from the
master’s thali is called ‘prasad’ and devotees feel blessed to have a bit
of it. I feel blessed eating His prasad everyday.